I have been insanely experimenting with life
My funda then was if there is happiness in this world I must experience it or else it is a wasted one & I’m here to live it to the fullest!!
I went all out in the pursuit of joy ..
Since I was born with dangerously excessive load of energies . not knowing any other better way of investing it I went all out into the world
So tried adventure, alcohol, hosting craziest parties, exotic vacations, decorating my body with high end designer stuff, mindless socialising, wild night partying & the list goes on.
All the above outward pursuits made me more disoriented, flaky & anxious.
After submerging myself in every pleasure there is under the sky I was utterly disappointed realising that It was a futile search.
My Maya/illusion was dissolved, arriving at the conclusion that thr isn’t any bliss in the world!
Life now made no sense, no deep meaning was seen… very soon I was consumed with spiritual depression.
A friend suggested me a Counselor who has spiritual orientation.
Sincerely bow down to her for her loving guidance
After listening to my drama
She uttered a line which echos in my heart even now & it transformed my life for ever.
“Maybe the soul wants to experience all this”
Was i living like a Zombie?
No one around me remotely mentioned about this or may be I was oblivious to such profoundness.
.. so thr is someone called SOUL living within me?
If it is so I want to experience it
I had sleepless nights thinking about this SOUL…
So begun gathering all my energies into the Crazy pursuit of this strange guy living within me..